I find that I couldn't do justice to
this day. Every time I started to write my thoughts and feelings
about That Awful Day eleven years ago my eyes filled with tears. I
still feel the pain in my heart, the hole that has never fully
healed. I see the images flashing on the TV screen again as if it
were happening right now. I think of the people lost, of friends I
will never see again, of families torn apart, all in the name of an
insane and murderous ideology.
I know it's a cop out, but I find I
just can't do it. I can't sit here in front of my computer and tear
open the still barely healed wound. I can't.
It's too hard and it still hurts too
much.....